South park

At my work people talking all the time that everybody needs to be themselves at work. They ask us to be able to be truly themselves.

But I cannot. I love South Park so goddamn much. So much.

I cannot tell anyone, because I like racist jokes which are on edge and are making people uncomfortable. Am I becoming a racist myself? Why do I like those that much? Why? Why do I lough out of those?

I cannot seriously be myself, I’m so unmyself.